0:16 In things, in the physical things, what I say, 0:21 create your 0:27 understandings, they are nectar for your life. 0:32 They create tremendous intelligence in your life. 0:39 They are reduced to superstitious belief. 0:44 The moment they are reduced, 0:48 they create deep guilt in you and the guilt is the sure killer of intelligence. 0:55 According 0:57 to me, guilt is the worst killer of intelligence. 1:03 Guilt will never let you move in your life. 1:09 One small incident. 1:15 She had a tumor in the end of the spinal cord, in the root chakra, Murad Chakra. 1:23 For 20 years, she suffered. 1:28 She came to me, complaining, 1:30 Swamiji, please help me, heal me. 1:34 I am suffering with this tumor for so many years. 1:38 And 1:40 she says, even after surgery, it again comes back. 1:44 She even underwent surgery, but it came back. 1:50 I started talking to her slowly to trace the origin of the problem. 1:57 Finally, she opened up and started leaping. 2:01 She said, Master, 2:04 do you have any guilt related to your sex energy? 2:10 She slowly opened up and started leaping. 2:14 She said, she was abused when she was very young. 2:20 When she was a kid, 2:22 she was sexually abused. 2:26 One of her own close relatives exploited her for so many years. 2:33 And that guilt stayed with her. 2:37 And she says, I started hating the very portion of my body. 2:42 That part of my body itself I started hating. 2:45 I started feeling that part of the body should not exist in my body. 2:51 I started feeling that's different from my body. 2:59 That is not my being. 3:04 The person has turned towards my own body. 3:08 When you start hating some action, 3:11 you start hating that part of the body also. 3:16 My hatred has become so big, 3:19 Swamiji, that is the root. 3:21 I 3:23 was speaking to her slowly, slowly. 3:25 She opened up and she wept. 3:29 When she confessed, when she brought the guilt out, 3:32 I was talking to her. 3:35 She came out of the guilt and she was psychologically healed. 3:41 And I was explaining how this is a usual thing which is happening. 3:47 Now they say one in the four are getting sexually abused, 3:55 especially in America. I read a report just the other day. 4:00 One in four. 4:03 Of course kids don't open up and kids don't tell you. 4:10 Anyhow, 4:12 when she was psychologically healed, 4:16 when I explained the nature of all these things, 4:21 you will be surprised. 4:23 I can tell only one thing. 4:25 It's a truth. What I am telling you is a truth. 4:28 In just in ten days, simply human disappeared. 4:34 I gave a small meditation technique to meditate on that area. 4:39 I told her, 4:42 express your anger towards him. 4:45 Weep, shout, cry. Just close the doors. 4:50 Be in a separate room and take a pillow. 4:54 Think of him. 4:56 Beep, shout, cry, throw your anger out. 5:04 Sit silently and feel that part of your body. 5:08 That part is also your body. 5:12 Stop hating that part of your body. 5:16 You will be surprised. 5:18 Just a simple technique. 5:20 Ten days, human disappeared. 5:23 Never came back. 5:25 Never came back. 5:27 I don't know, little difficult to understand, 5:30 but truth. 5:34 Same thing happens in our life psychologically. 5:39 It is not that always you get the physical disturbance or physical ill health, but 5:45 psychologically you get disturbed. 5:48 Most of the time, if you see, 5:50 your energy gets black based on your guilt. 5:56 You have psychological illness because of your guilt. 6:02 If you look little deep, 6:05 wherever you have fear, 6:08 wherever you are not able to move, wherever you are not able to take 6:11 decisions, 6:13 you will see some guilt will be there. 6:16 There are three kinds of guilt. 6:19 Guilt created by the immediate family, 6:24 that will be the first guilt, 6:27 your father, mother and your family. 6:30 Second, 6:32 guilt created by social laws, 6:37 that's a second layer. 6:39 Third, 6:40 guilt created by yourself. 6:44 These are the three major gilts, 6:48 which kills your intelligence. 6:53 The guilt about the sex will be the guilt created by the immediate family, 6:58 that will be the first guilt. 7:01 The guilt about the social laws, 7:05 the guilt based on greed will be the guilt created by the immediate family. 7:10 Guilt based on fear will be the guilt created by the social law. 7:16 And the third guilt is the worst guilt, which you create for yourself. 7:21 When you internalize the greed and the fear guilt, you create new type 7:28 of guilt for yourself. 7:31 If you analyze, 7:34 wherever you are stuck, 7:36 wherever you are stuck, at some point you will see these three guilt will be there. 7:44 Let you break free from the past. 7:48 Past, 7:49 not only it is a dead, it is a dead weight in your being. 7:55 Not only it is dead, it is a dead weight on your being. 8:00 As long as you have guilt, you can never proceed, you can never have 8:08 deep blissful life. 8:11 Be very clear, you can never be moral based on guilt. 8:16 If you are based on guilt, all your morality is skin deep. 8:21 It is time to be mature. 8:25 You are not going to be immoral, just if you understand that the rules are created 8:32 for our own sake, 8:35 or you are going to kill your next person. 8:37 If somebody says you will not be punished, 8:41 suddenly for example, 8:44 you come to know no punishment in this country for murders. 8:50 Do you think you are going to kill the next person? 8:53 If you are going to, then be very clear, you are just immature person. 8:57 You are not grown up. 9:00 If you are going to do that, you are not grown up. 9:04 Then your life is not worth living. 9:08 You are much 9:11 worse than dead people. 9:13 At least dead people don't disturb others, 9:16 but living dead always disturb others. 9:22 You are living dead. 9:25 You are not even dead. 9:27 ask me. 9:28 Throughout my life, stayed only in the graveyards in my wandering. 9:33 I used to wander all over that India. 9:35 Nine years I walked, length and breadth of India, 9:40 from Tapovan. 9:41 Tapovan means Gomukh. From Gomukh Tapovan to Kanyakumari. 9:47 On this side, I went to Dandasagar. 9:51 Length and breadth of India I walked. 9:53 I always stayed in the graveyards, because I don't have to make my reservations. 9:59 People ask me. 10:02 Swamiji, are you not afraid? 10:04 You have never been disturbed by any other. 10:09 So, there is no others. 10:10 Only living people disturb others. 10:15 If you are based on guilt, 10:20 if your morality is based on greed and fear, 10:23 be very clear, you are not worth living on this planet earth. 10:28 You are alive dead. 10:31 You are much worse than dead person, 10:34 dead being. 10:36 Let your morality be based on understanding. 10:41 Let your morality be based on consciousness, 10:46 not on conscience. 10:50 As long as you are based on do's and don'ts, you are just a child. 10:58 These do's and don'ts are buffer between you and enlightenment. 11:06 As long as these buffers are there, 11:08 you can never reach enlightenment. 11:11 A total freedom, 11:13 a total bliss, 11:15 a total ecstasy. 11:19 The moment the buffers are removed, 11:21 naturally enlightenment reaches towards you. 11:25 You don't have to reach enlightenment. 11:27 Simply enlightenment will reach you. 11:31 Understand, 11:32 guilt is a shoe killer of intelligence. 11:37 Let you kill the guilt and experience the ultimate intelligence. 11:45 What our Upanishads call, praknyam brahmah. 11:49 Intelligence is existence. 11:52 So, let you reach that existence and experience the eternal bliss, nityananda. 12:00 you. We 12:08 will have few minutes to 12:16 try to answer your questions, or question your answers. 12:22 Yes. 12:24 People say that we have to do something only on auspicious time. 12:29 We should not do something more. 12:31 Start anything more. Raghav Kallam or Emma Kandan. 12:34 Is true? 12:37 Vivekanth, when he started towards the America, 12:41 when he entered the ship in India, it was Raghav Kallam. 12:47 Somebody asked him, 12:49 what is this? Swamiji was starting in Raghav Kallam. 12:52 He just laughed and said, fool, 12:55 the energy which moves the Raghav is moving this body. 12:59 The energy which moves the Raghav, the same energy is only moving this body. 13:04 Where is the conflict? 13:06 As long as you feel you are an island, 13:09 that's a conflict. You are not island as you think. 13:14 You are totally connected to the whole existence. 13:19 If Raghav Kallam is the time in which you are not supposed to do anything, the 13:24 existence would have designed in such a way. 13:26 In Raghav Kallam, the whole thing will stand still. 13:29 It is not designed. 13:31 It is not happening. 13:33 Then why should he bother? 13:35 It is just societal. 13:38 Don't worry about it. 13:39 In 13:47 that case, I don't think that great countries bother about Raghav Kallam. 13:54 In these countries, the very idea itself is not there according 14:00 to me. 14:04 Just believing all these things, 14:06 this deep weakness. 14:09 Somebody goes to Vivekananda and asks, 14:13 Master, 14:14 what about Jyotisha and Astral Jyotish things? 14:17 Can you guide us? 14:19 He says, go and eat healthy food and do little exercise. 14:25 Your body and mind will be healthy. 14:27 Then you will never bother about all these things. 14:30 As long as your mind is weak, 14:33 your body is sick. 14:35 You bother about all these things. 14:37 In my whole vision, I never cared. 14:40 None of my people even know how to spell the Raghav. 14:46 Things are happening. Things are going wrong. 14:49 So these are all old ideas. 14:52 In those times, 14:54 there may be some reason for what they wanted to do. 14:58 Now let's know. 15:02 If you see in that way, all over the world, some portion of the time will be 15:05 Raghav Kallam. Then what to do about that? 15:09 All over the world it is. 15:11 Some time will be Raghav Kallam. 15:14 Then how to go about? 15:16 And now, so many conflicts. 15:19 If you are speaking from here to India, 15:23 you should be bothered about this Raghav or that Raghav. 15:26 Now how to solve the problem? 15:29 You should bother about this Raghav or that Raghav. 15:34 So there is no solution for all these things. 15:42 If divine grace and guidance so -called spiritual pursuit is concerned. 15:47 Your effort is divine grace. 15:52 Your effort happens because of divine grace. 15:54 If the divine grace happens, you will have inspiration to put effort. 15:59 If you are not putting your effort, be very clear, you don't have divine grace. 16:04 If you are having divine grace, you will naturally start putting your effort. 16:07 That's all. Effort is grace. 16:10 Grace is effort. Did 16:18 you explain that it's not mandatory for someone to actually go through an 16:21 extensive period of thought and search and think that for enlightenment, from 16:25 technique and everything. How is that possible for one in a practical manner? 16:34 What I spoke about is this practical manner. 16:38 See, understand. 16:41 When I say you should do tapasya, you say it is impractical. 16:44 When I say there is no need to do tapasya, again you say, please explain in a very 16:48 practical manner. 16:53 The very understanding can lead you to express enlightenment. 16:59 The very understanding, your right listening and right understanding can make 17:05 you express your innate nature. 17:08 According to me, 17:10 enlightenment means being in the eternal bliss. 17:15 Your bliss can never be disturbed by anything which is happening in the outer 17:21 world. 17:23 Outer world will never enter into your inner world. 17:27 That is what I call enlightenment. 17:30 Simply understand, 17:33 your outer world is just outer world. 17:36 Your inner world is just inner world. 17:39 Whatever you may do with outer world, it is just housekeeping in the dreams. 17:47 Housekeeping in the dreams. 17:50 What is going to happen? 17:52 The moment you are awakened, 17:56 deep understanding, nothing else. 17:59 Now you have next few more questions, 18:02 then how to run the practical life from it. 18:05 When I say housekeeping in the dreams, 18:08 I don't mean don't do housekeeping in the dreams. 18:11 Do it, but understand, 18:15 but understand so that you will not be perturbed, you will not be disturbed too 18:20 much by the housekeeping. 18:23 A simple understanding, your whole life is nothing but housekeeping in the dreams. 18:29 Continue 18:32 to do the same housekeeping with this clear understanding. 18:36 It is more than enough to express your enlightenment. 18:40 You don't need to work to suppress your greed, 18:44 or to suppress your fear, or to suppress anything. 18:49 You just work only in this one line, 18:52 only this one idea, let it sink totally inside you. 18:56 Your whole life is just housekeeping in the dreams. 19:02 But I am doing it because I am enjoying it. 19:05 Over. 19:08 Housekeeping in the dreams, because I am enjoying. 19:11 You played with toys, 19:14 but when you came, then you threw away all the toys. 19:18 Just because you threw away all the toys, 19:21 you are not, are you not giving the toys to kids? 19:24 Do you say, no, 19:26 I also was playing, I threw it away, don't play. 19:29 No, you don't say that. 19:30 You say, let him play as long as he becomes mature. 19:35 The moment you accept, 19:38 understand, 19:40 let me play this housekeeping in the dreams, till I understand, 19:46 the very acceptance will lead you to enlightenment. 19:50 If you can't accept, then at least accept that you are not able to accept. 19:56 Accepting that I am not able to accept is more than enough, just you will drop from 20:01 this rut of past and the future. 20:04 See, you are pulled towards 20:08 the past or towards the future, because you don't understand and accept what is. 20:16 Just the other day, 20:20 one of my close inner circle devotee, was asking me, 20:26 Swamiji, how is it possible? 20:28 You are so casual, 20:30 so innocent, 20:31 so much playful, 20:33 but any word which you attack simply comes true. 20:37 How is it possible? 20:39 How can so much of intelligence, intuition happen continuously? 20:43 He is my inner circle, so he knows how I play, how I joke. 20:48 Just before coming to the class, was playing chess with a ghost doctor. 20:53 Just before coming to the class, I was playing chess with a, I am not finished. 20:58 I told him, let me come back and play. 21:02 This guy, he asked me how you can be so playful, so joyful, and your words are 21:07 coming so clearly to reality. 21:11 Only one thing you need to understand, 21:15 you are not able to experience that intuition or the intelligence, 21:21 because you never fall in that present moment. 21:25 You always, you are pulled by the past or by the future. 21:31 Either you work and worry about the past, 21:36 or you work or worry about the future. 21:40 Something or other is continuously going on. 21:44 The time is like a shaft. 21:46 Visualize this one thing and understand. 21:49 Time is like a shaft. 21:51 You are pulled either towards this side of the shaft or this side of the shaft. 21:57 Eternity penetrates the time in present moment. 22:03 You can penetrate the time shaft only in the present moment. 22:06 Never 22:09 feel relaxed. 22:11 A deep craving either to achieve something in the outer world or to achieve something 22:17 in the inner world. 22:19 The craving to achieve something in the inner world also is craving about the 22:24 future. 22:26 The moment you start craving about the enlightenment, 22:29 you are just trying to bother about the future. 22:35 So naturally you are pulled or pushed. 22:39 never fall in the eternity. 22:41 You never fall in the present moment. 22:43 The eternity penetrates the time shaft only in the present moment. 22:48 When you fall, first thing, 22:51 accept the whole thing of the outer world. 22:54 Accept the whole thing of the inner world. 22:58 Whatever problems you have in the outer world, 23:03 accept the whole thing. 23:05 As long as you don't accept it is a problem. 23:09 The moment you accept, 23:11 just try it as a small experiment. 23:15 Not too much. Yesterday I was giving a small experiment. 23:18 Just try it. Bring totally let you be relaxed. 23:24 Just for three days. 23:26 Not more than that. 23:27 Just for three days. 23:29 Inside your inner world or the outer world, three days if you live a satisfied 23:36 life, all your properties will be gone. 23:40 You will lose all your wealth. 23:42 Surely not. 23:44 In three days you are not going lose anything. 23:46 Or you are going to give a small trial. 23:49 Just three days sincerely, actually, and that person drop, 23:56 accept. If you are not able to accept 100%, accept that I am not able to accept 24:01 100%. 24:04 Even the acceptance that I am not able to accept myself in the inner world and outer 24:08 world will make you drop from the tract. 24:12 From the tract of being pulled or pushed between the past and the future. 24:18 The moment you understand, I am not able to accept my reality, what can be done. 24:25 Even the very push and pull will become your reality. 24:31 Even the very push and pull will become your reality. 24:34 Anything if you are accepting, 24:37 you will simply fall into that present moment. 24:41 The moment you fall into the present moment, 24:44 the time shaft will become simply a servant for you. 24:50 As long as you are below the time shaft, 24:54 the time shaft will rule you. 24:56 You will be pulled or pushed by the time shaft. 25:00 The moment your consciousness is raised to the present moment, or the moment you fall 25:05 into the present moment, 25:08 you will see you are penetrating the time shaft. 25:12 When you penetrate the time shaft, the future is also clearly known to you, past 25:17 is also clearly known to you. 25:19 Tremendous realization comes to you. 25:21 The time shaft itself is nothing but your own projection. 25:27 A simple understanding. 25:29 If you are with somebody whom you love and like, 25:33 you will not know how time has flown. 25:37 Who? Five hours gone. 25:39 I do not even know. 25:41 If you are with somebody who is continuously bullying you 25:45 and torturing you, every ten minutes you see that? 25:49 Watch. 25:50 And time, you feel like you are in eternity. 25:54 That is why Christianity refers hell as eternity. 25:58 All hell is eternity, all eternity is hell. 26:03 You feel this eternity because you don't feel time is moving. 26:09 Hell is all eternal hell. 26:12 It is not physical, it is not chronological, it is psychological. 26:18 It is psychologically eternity. 26:20 It is psychologically eternal. 26:23 Chronologically it is not eternal. 26:24 Psychologically it is eternal. 26:26 In Eastern concept, 26:30 the time is given a totally different meaning, 26:33 totally different understanding. 26:35 In Vedas we have a thing called, in Vedic calendar, in Vedic astrology we have a 26:41 thing called chana. Chana means, not only second, 26:46 chana can never be measured chronologically. 26:49 Chana means, gap between one thought and the other thought. 26:56 One chana can be different from you, 26:59 different from him. One chana can be different from you, different from him. 27:06 For somebody it will be different. 27:08 One chana is not the same for everyone according to Vedic calendar. 27:14 In Western calendar it is chronological. 27:17 One second means it is same for everyone. 27:21 But in the Eastern calendar one chana is not same for everyone. 27:25 It differs from personality to personality. 27:28 That is why we say, 27:30 devatas, for them one year for human being is one day for devatas. 27:36 Means the gap between one thought and the other thought is too much. 27:41 The people who have lost their mind, 27:44 people who have fallen to the present moment, if you fall in the present moment, 27:49 the gap between one thought and the other thought will be too much. 27:53 When 27:55 he started penetrating the eternity, 27:57 the man who penetrates the eternity is only called as devatas. 28:03 For him, 28:04 our one year is one day for him. 28:07 The more the gap between one thought and the other thought, the more you will be 28:12 blissful. 28:13 That is why if you are blissful, the gap between one thought and the other thought 28:17 is more. 28:18 You don't feel the time is passing. 28:22 You don't feel the time is flying. 28:25 So it is more your mind. 28:29 So if you can fall into the present moment, 28:32 relaxing the headaches related to outer world, the headaches related to inner 28:37 world, just for three days, try it as an experiment. 28:41 In the three days you will have a glimpse. 28:44 What it 28:47 means to live in the present moment 28:52 for such ecstasy, such different space, 28:56 such different life. 28:58 Three days, don't try to alter anybody in the outer, 29:02 anything in the outer. 29:04 Don't try to alter your personality, inner personality, anything inside. 29:09 Don't try to become less angry. 29:11 Don't try to become less sexual. 29:13 Don't try to become less fearful. 29:14 Don't try anything. Only one thing, accept. 29:19 Just for three days. 29:21 You live based on your philosophy for last 30 years. 29:26 Give me just three days a trial. 29:29 You will see when you give, when you experiment with these great techniques, 29:36 how they work miracles in your being, 29:39 how they start working alchemy in your being. 29:42 A sincere three days trial. 29:45 If you are not able to be sincere, accept that you are not even able to be sincere. 29:49 Even that sincerity is enough. 29:52 You will start seeing a different space happening in you. 29:56 That different space is what I call eternity, nitya. 30:01 Let you experience that nitya, nitya randa. 30:04 Thank you.
