Understand the Source of your Suffering | Nithyananda Satsang | 04 May 2013

In today's morning satsang, Paramahamsa Nithyananda instructs us to find our root thought pattern. This belief stems from a key incident early in life which made us feel powerless at the time, and which continues to dominate us. When we discover and resolve this pattern we are able to move ahead toward our aspirations and engage fully in living. Without completing it, we cannot awaken our DNA or raise our Kundalini: we cannot transform our energy. Once it is completed we can enrich the whole world with our radiance. TRANSCRIPTIONS:- Today, I will expand on "ROOT-THOUGHT-PATTERN AND COMPLETION". Please understand, all human-beings need to know why you behave the way you behave, why you do the way you do, why you do what you do. You may be a doctor, engineer, in corporate field, politician, the field of Finance or religion, whatever you may be, please understand, whatever you may be, you act with softness, peace, or agitation, irritation, or whatever way you react, please understand, whatever way you react, whatever way you function, your root-thought-pattern is responsible. Let me define "Root-Thought-Pattern". The first strong cognition you go through in your life which influences you to continue to function based on the same cognition, is "root-thought-pattern". Understand, for example, at the age of three or four, some reason, somebody is trying to attack you. You ran and hid yourself, and shivering, frightened. The cognition was so deep in you, your whole inner space was filled with fear for few minutes, all other cognition, possibility is shut down and this one cognition just fills you for few moments; even after that person has gone you are still shivering in your hiding place. Please understand, if you had this kind of experience at that young age, after that literally you never come out of your hiding place! You may physically come out, but the suffering, shivering continues to happen! The shivering, the suffering continues to happen! It continues to be! Even at the age of 95 you will be shivering just like three-year-old boy inside you that fear! Once some root-thought-pattern starts in you, your growth stops! After that, only that pattern will be growing, not you! Only pattern will be growing, not you! Listen! Only pattern will be growing, not you! If you have to chosen to attack him back whatever you got in your hand, that also will be a pattern! Listen; listen now, only if you listen intensely, you can get this truth! Non listening is not going to help. Listen! How you behave, how you feel, how you respond, means, the cognition, cognition which happens in you in very young age and fills you, overpowers you, sometime fear, sometime greed, sometime jealousy, sometime the decision to prove yourself, sometime just blocked out, being blocked out, confusion, worry, first thing you need to know, only when you find your root-thought-pattern and complete with it, your life as a human-being starts! Otherwise, most of the time, most of the time you go on cheating yourself! One of the worst things is, the root-thought-pattern becomes so part of you, you don't even separate the root-thought-pattern and you are two different! You just listen to your root-thought-pattern and behave as if the decision is your own. It is like a traitor becoming the Prime Minister of a country, or President of a country! Some traitor becoming the power-center of that country! What will happen to that country? Same way, root-thought-pattern is your traitor. Means, your enemy! If your enemy becomes part of your decision-making mechanism, your life will be destroyed! Listen! Look in! Unless you find the root-thought-pattern of yours and complete with it, your independent life does not start. Only your root-thought-pattern is living through you. I have seen people completely getting imbalanced for a very small thing that they don't find where their cigarette lighter is! Just a gross stops and they fall! They are totally disoriented, imbalanced! They do not know why! Just like you have the flow of air, flow of blood as part of you, this flow of pain and suffering also becomes part of you in course of time. Sometime you even enjoy it, because with the flow of sufferings and pain you feel there is a challenge in life! Even though you don't have anything really worthy to show you are a success, you create pseudo-pain and pseudo-challenges to show your life is worthy and you are great! Most of the time, you create and brag on with pseudo-challenges, pseudo-pains, pseudo-sufferings, just to justify yourself that your existence is worthy. You say, 'See! A person of my background with so much of suffering and pain! Do you know? I have finally become MLA' You go on, you go on creating pseudo-sufferings, pain patterns unsettled decisions. See, just taking powerful decisions and destabilizing yourself itself becomes almost a new kind of excitement, adventure for you.